Another day in the life of being bored

Nothing really going on lately except hide under the covers because it's been so cold out. Went to bed semi early and ended up waking up at 2am and didn't fall back asleep probably until 4 or 5. Not sure what to make of it.

Funny now that i've had a few days to think about what has been going on in my life for the past 5 years or so that so much has changed. I miss the things/people i once really loved back 4 or 5 year ago but i can't seem to get back into the things. Times have changed and people have moved on so that doesn't help. The things i used to really love i'm either just bored or them or my life has changed so dramatically that it will never be a part of my life or will not become part of my life.

Nothing to speak of

Nothing really today is going on. Actually i can't really think of anything good or bad. I'm sure it will come to me.

It's Been A Long Time

It's been a long time since I've written on here. A lot has changed for good and bad in many ways. I'm back in therapy again after having a major relapse back in April but i got help before it got way out of hand. New meds have changed and I'm still tinkering with it all but that's a never ending battle.

Since my mood and my bad perspective of life has slightly hindered my progress of my therapy and figuring out why i continue to be stuck in a moment. My therapist has encouraged me to write and maybe it help me not keep things bottled up. Even if its just writing a sentence or 2 a day. So i will try to write whatever is on my mind that particular day.

Tonight i think this will be in since there's really nothing on my mind but watching some Monday Night Football and relaxing with my best boys Pacey and Linkin.