Friday Journal

Friday:

The family meeting went well i thought. We were all prepared as we could be at this point. Dr. C had me cornered at bit but i think i got through it the best i could. Dr. D seemed to be on my side which i thought was weird. The Rev Dr. seemed a bit on the negative side and that was also weird to see. R and the family had their questions and they were all really good questions and it seems like they were hesitant to answer because Dr. C thinks i have to do all this work alone. I think that is just a bit absurd to say the least. I somewhat know what i need to still work on but that's just the way it is and Rome wasn't built in a day.

I went home with R after the meeting. We stopped off at the mall and got a slice of pizza there and went into a few places. I ended up getting 2 more t-shirts and hoodie. R was kind enough to buy them for me. Then we headed over to pick of the boys from school. The weather was rainy today and a lot of downpours. Last time i checked it was December. When we got to her house we chilled out and chatted while the boys played.

I got word that i could help out with the learn to play hockey at the rink. Before i went to the rink i started feeling very anxcious and i told R what was going on and i was doing the best i could. I thought when i went on the ice things would be better. It did and the kids provided a great distraction for me. After the LTP was over R and i went to the Angels practice. Before we left for the rink we had to stop off at the rink and when we went out it was pouring again but there was thunder and lightning. Once again it's December not July.

We got to the rink and i got to talk to everyone on the team. We had our practice but i didn't last that long. Our first drill was we had to up and down the ice 3x in 1 minutes. Well i did it but after that i wasn't the same. I lasted maybe another 15 minutes and i felt so sick. So we went off the ice and R took me to Friendly's to get something to eat. We thought maybe if i ate then i would feel a bit better. So we headed over to Friendly's and ate. I did feel better after that and we chatted for a while there. Got back to her house and the poker game was still going strong. I finally went to bed around midnight.