Feel asleep last night with my headphones on. I still don't feel right and we'll see how the day goes. D and C are willing to take me back to the hospital if needed.
Last night i had some corn and cheesy rice for dinner. Got a bit of distraction from watching the Madonna concert which was awesome. I wish i could have go to the show this summer. At least i can say i have seen her once. I ended u going to bed after taking my beds and watching a little bit of Dexter. It's an intriguing show.
I just feel like laying in bed all day. My mom and B are watching the stupid parade on TV. Pacey is growling downstairs and i don't know why. The fucking beagle next door is barking also. I still feel like i wan to cry for no reason and i just feel so down. This is how it maybe for the rest of my life and i fear this. I can't get over my pessimism and its just so hard for me to cope with this illness. I think i really need to go back to the hospital. When i want to tell them I'm not sure. Maybe after dinner sometime. I know they wont be able to bring me back so I'm glad D and C are around to help me out.
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