Didn't sleep well last night when now i am really angry about not getting sleep here. I was a level 1 until about 11:30am so i won the war this time around. The nurse and I had it out around 8:30 or so. She was asking why i wasn't out of bed yet. So i told her i can't sleep at night hardly at all anymore and maybe she should try it and see why i am like this. We also talked about why i should continue to be here and if i will use the hospital to benefit me. so the whole conversation was like beating a dead horse. P also said i should have a routine while i am in here and that i should be up by 6am. Are you fucking kidding me? 6am keep dreaming lady. So i will try to get up at 8:30am everyday while i am here. I have to go to all of my groups that will benefit me. I talked to the Rev Dr. today and she suggested that and it is a great idea. We had an ok suggestions talk.
I am talking with Dr. C today. Today is the the day i will be asking the questions and he will be answering me. I am really looking forward to it actually and i hope it goes as planned.
The team said i get to go to all of my groups even though at that time i was a level 1. that is a rare thing. So J took me to Wellness which was boring as hell. That started at 9:15 and we were done by 9:45 and it ended at 10. I said i was meeting with the Rev at 10 so we headed back to my room and that's when P came in bitching to me thinking that i missed the group completely and i saw it ended early so i came back. This place frustrates me to no end. I hope to get my firm answers today with Dr. C and i hope P is there also.
I have gone to all of my groups so far and almost missed one because of a computer error. Luckily J said something to the front desk and that we got to go. I know P and Dr. C would have bitched about that.
Now that i am off my level i got all of my stuff back which means i got my Ipod back. We have missed each other very much. With all this level bullshit really made me stand up for what i thought was right in my eyes.
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