Tomorrow i will be going home and i still feel like shit. I'm debating whether i should just try to deal with it or say something. But if i say something i risk not being able to go home and my mom and gram will be pretty disapointed. There's also the case if i do try something at home then thye will be also be pretty shocked. I think they would understand more if i stayed here. If G is here tonight then i will talk to her about it and maybe think of options hopefully something we can work out.
Dr C. cut down on the Klonopin by .25mg so i am down to .50mg. I really don't think the Effexor is working since i have been on it for a while and i am feeling suicial now. Just talked to the roomie and i am wondering if she will say something. If someone does come up i may just deny everything or i could say something it may just come down to who it is that says something.
I skipped wellness because i simply didn't want to go and i think the lady was pissed about it. There is no point to the class and if i thought it was helping me i would go but it isn't.
Lunch is debatable today. I am starting to feel hungry but i am munching on my sunflower seeds and that maybe enough for me.
"Just save yourself, it's too late for me"
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