Slept pretty good last night but I'm not sure how much i actually got. If i had to guess i would say about 5-6 hours. I still feel a bit sleepy and i would still be in bed but the housekeepers are cleaning my room. I had to strip my bed of all my sheets and blankets. Teddy is hiding up on top of my clothes on the table.
I spent about 2+ hours on the phone straight last night. Once call after another, 3 calls in a row. First was A called and we caught up on the stuff. I told him that i would finally write that damn email. Then we got talking about how everything was going here and my pass. Then about shows in general. Then R called me on the other phone, so i said goodbye to A and started talking to R. I gave her the lowdown on my pass and she was happy about that. Then she was telling me about problems about her conference in Dallas. I let her rant about that and i hope i made her feel better and telling her about the positives about her trip. Then she was telling me about one of the some gossip. She was sad i wouldn't be able to see her when i was out on pass. I told her i would stay with her on my next pass. So i just got off the phone with her and L calls. I thought she was in San Antonio but it was Austin. She said it was a such a awesome place to be and the scene there was pretty bad ass. She said she would go back again and see some shows and stuff like that. I guess the people there were cool and that the Real World was being taped there when she was there. I talked to her about my pass and how i get to see the little men. I also mentioned that the Mr. Pace Picante made a cameo here on Saturday. My boy was getting robust i said and she laughed. I also told her the phone call i got from H last week and all the details and how much it has helped me start to move on. we had a really good overall talk and we talked for 40ish minutes. I called my mom at 5:30 last night to let her know that i got my overnight pass. She was pretty excited about it and i didn't have much more details about times and stuff. I did say i may know more today and that i would call her tonight any which way to give her an update on everything about it. I'm not sure if they would let me stay at her house but if not ill stay at my gram's and have her drop me off a the house in the morning so i could see my boys.
I took out all my stuff already that i wanted to take back and i wanted to switch out some of my clothes. So i made a list of stuff that i was bringing back and stuff i wanted to bring here. So all the stuff i am bringing back is on my desk already to go.
I once again have empowerment today and i still hate going to it every other day in the weekday. It's a 6 week cycle and i am close to that 6 weeks so i wonder if they get to get out of maybe next week. I'm not really counting on that but a girl can dream you know.
I think i may run to the library and see if D got my emails from last night.
So D called me around 4:30 today to confirm everything. He said he will make room for me to play. There's a game on Saturday in N. Conway that i maybe able to pull off too if i can get someone to bring me back to the hospital in time.
As for details about my overnight on Friday. My mom is picking me up around 3:30pm and i get to bond with my boys for a while yay! Then D or C will pick me up to go to the rink and i think D can bring me home. I don't know if they are going out after but i hope so. Then i will be using the Mac to get on myspace and the roadie boards to hopefully get some gig work and getting more contacts with the ones that i have now. I want to find out who does the local crew for the Civic center too. Maybe catch a few shows there.
D called and we caught up on things. She got the 411 on things that happened last week and she was glad to here that helped me. It was quick convo since my meds are really kicking in now.
G caught me off guard tonight. She asked how i was doing and i said fine but she said my face looked flushed and i said i was ok and i told her about my pass. She asked if i was nervous about that and i said a bit but i was going to play hockey and see my boys. I can see my self falling so i have to keep it together for another 2 days. I think i can do it, I hope i can do it. G said i had a lot of strengths which was really good to here. I'm not sure what they are but I'll figure them out. I told her i was scared about the transition phase since i am pretty much starting over.
Ok the drugs are really kicking in night!
No comments:
Post a Comment