Once again as i wake up i am tired but i feel positive. I'ts a strange feeling and i feel almost manic happy. I actually want to smile and i haven't been like this for a while. But of course there's still that downside, I felt the same way when i went up on my Celexa. So we'll see and i'll try to keep focused on everything good.
Just went to the gym and i felt much better than last week. I was running around with the stick and puck and didnt feel so tired and exhuausted that i was ready to pass out. I was working on my wrist and snap shot and my puck handling. It was hard because the stick sucked ass.
Oh I feel like all the side effects from the Remeron are gone. I can walk the halls and not feel like i'm going to black out at any second. My stomach hurt a bit for the past couple of days but not today.
I have to think of someting to talk about for my session today. I can't really think of anything off hand so i have been trying to think of something good. I'm sure i may be able to bullshit some subject at the last minute.
So i had my session with Dr. C and M and it was awesome. I wasn't put on the spot. We just flowed with the topics. I was feeling very positive and we discussed about how i was last week and how difficult it was with me being that way. We are going to take steps back wh i am down like that.
Hung out with the mom's tonight. It went ok. We're trying to mend it's hard when you have 2 non talkers getting together. But i think we'll be ok and we'll work on it slowly. I also got a lot of calls tonight. I love calls and it's great to catch up
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